Ghosts

I need to get away from here. Forever. There’s nothing here for me and I mean nothing. I’m alone in this world. The only person I truly cared about is gone forever. There’s no point in trying to change because there’s no kinda change that’s gonna make anything different. I’ve learned that now. We’re born with a karma and this is mine. I’m making an option to disconnect them from my life. I’m an individual now. Well, I always was but now it’s different.

I wanna go home and I wanna feel in peace with myself. There’s no peace for me here. There has never been. Sometimes I just wish I could do something extreme. Maybe someday I’ll have the guts to do it. I need to finish my studies first and then I’ll see what life is going to bring me. I’m not gonna put my head down and give up. I’ll prove them wrong and they’ll have to swallow back every word they said. Bunch of ignorants.

And meanwhile, I’m gonna live as I can. I’m gonna try harder to make it because the sooner I get outta here, the happier I’ll be.